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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

fuck

where did i do wrong?
i jus get so low marks

fucking pissed off with you
wat i supose to get

u didnt give me
Or i expect to high to myself?

no no
you SUCKS

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long no blog
my little To(laptop) being repair

my mum's
cant use

monday happy
tuesday happy

today sucks!!!
waste my time

do sohai there
end up with seeing my poor result

fucking
i hate study

Sunday, April 25, 2010

guess guess guess

yesterday
extremely tired

so didnt blog
even no did my homework

felt so sorry
to my members
first time
having lunch with another group of classmates

especially had boys
i didnt knw them actually,having few talks maybe

very weird
n doin homework together

ya
discuss a long time

make me feel crazy
reached jb ady very late

n my dad wanted to buy pendrives
i wish to have a external hardisk

but he dun wan
then forget it lo,next time maybe

today
plan to go out to buy my formal dressing

jusco jusco
saw polo's bag had discount

i want i want TT 3 TT
wuuuwuuuu...can buy me tat bag?

how about this?
nice?

lastly did not buy it
considering..

then went permas
二重丸

not bad leh
but service no good

then then
go ah yi's karaoke

drank a lil bit of beer
stayed for a while jek

reached home
n dreaming on9ing

McD as dinner
1 week McD so many times,haiz

now assignment jus having 300 words
700 words to go

no intend to sleep maybe?
burn midnite oil maybe?

guess guess guess
mi xiu mixiu

i wan slim
very fat!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

responsibility

yesterday
simple day..whole day class

bought my favourite
many flavors,hehe

ohh,go 313 after class
with Sophia,i wish to have the stuffs there

okie,who wan buy me the stuffs?
wuuuwuuu
mouse pad
use paper as pad such a long time..finally~

babe,i tried the 'fry' ice cream ady
erm..pics on that shop more attractive

n the photo i taken was much much different
then quite ok lo,very 'ni'

bore
n wan bling,i knew it was ugly

but i like
thank you
today
go lot 1 to meet my group members

haiz
i got a lot to say out

but dunno suitable to write down or not
u pro,always take advantages

ppl do a lot of thgs but U?
make me feel wanna puke
after tat went bugis bought something
n went back

i felt content since i get 61% of my online test
dun always blame

ok 
plan to do project later

actually 
u r the 1 should do

no fucking excuses
irresponsible

mi xiu
i wan slim

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

我想

突然很不開心
沒有人惹到我,是我自己

我想
給你空間

我想
我相信你

我想
我不再多說

我想
什麽都不管

我想
你知道我要的是什麽

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

assignment

i am so fat 
i wan slim,seriously

afternoon go eat bakuteh
today felt not nice,dunno y
opps
i love the bread tat i ate in tis morning
cute n nice
many flavor but i havent try others

afternoon class start at 2pm
n actually jus do your own work

the Mr.Christopher is noisy
finish all my sweets,damn

n i still didnt finish my assignment
have to rush for it later

thank you baby
mi xiu

Monday, April 19, 2010

FREns

whole day school today
tired n i dun like

n  actually i dunno wat i am doin
make up but wore casual,hehe

today aso practise presentation for other groups
so i jus need to sit n watch the show

well,some of them really presenting nice
n how they do tat n i really a timid,my bravery has been stolen

or jus maybe language problem?
i had really no idea

my [pork + rice] lunch
i dun think it is nice

ohh..i bought a magazine ViVi 
waste money again!!!haiz

then how can i save tat 100 T.T
sorry baby

afternoon session always make me felt sleepy
i jus tried to open my eyes n it was empty in my brain

blank blank blank
until the class finish

capture in toilet
i jus wanna take a rest,tats all

sometimes felt like 
my frens' circle was too small

have to grow it bigger
but i was too ugly, no popularity

make no frens
but some ppl said

family is the main
frens cannot be rely on

arrgh,i dunno lar
human r always 矛盾

i jus wan u
someone tat can make me happy,tats all

mixiu mi xiu
i wan slim!!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

幸福

felt happiness in the morning
cos i am not woke up by alarm

n chatting wit uu
i am happy

and afternoon 
my time jus spent up with did nothing

ahhh
bath my babe byby

i love her
very cute dog but stupid n crazy

hate that coming period
stomach pain like hell

dinner at 優景
mama wan eat crabs

nice  nice
but fat lor><

i wan slim
mi xiu mi xiu

mi xiu

16.04
my sister bleeding
i dunno how to describe the pain

n still have to go for sch
have presentation somemore

simply presented
but i felt better than previous

n my 3hours lesson jus spent up
wit this fucking presentation

whole day no eat
i am lose that i ate at nite

if no i will faint maybe
cos i am bleeding all the time now

recently like to read newspapers
business part sometimes

interest wit economics news
wats wrong wit me?

is it wrong course again?
should get back to Tarc my dec?

haha
no regret no again

if can
i dun wan work

lazy to work or study
i am a lazy girl for sure
fatigue
all classmates r rushing wit time tat i guess

i am still relaxing
no cure for me

mixiu
i wan slim!!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

sad

no in mood to blog
i need someone's shoulder

went for discussion for presentation tomorrow
i will become a mute i hope

afternoon went for somewhere
where i really wish tat i can do tat

but my financial doesn't allowed me to do tat
i will be quiting as well

money wasted
woke up from dream

felt hurt today
keep raining as i walked along the way

wet n cold
but felt nothing as my heart was painful at tat time

useless and cried
felt guilty

felt sorry
felt like commit suicide better

something keep raising in my heart
mi xiu

sister bleeding
time to slim


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

library

today slept until 11.30
xing fu nia~

place to go
library in Jurong East

it was big
n a lot of ppl there

singaporean love to read so much
hehe

start doin our project
to fill up all the columns

i was being starvation
since i couldnt bear it anymore

went to cafe at 1st floor wit Roxanne
enjoy my 1st meal of the day

ordered a spegatthi wit fried chicken
quite nice but expensive==

continued wit discussion
there was only a boy in our team-christopher

he made ppl laugh like hell
wtf..he was so cute really

we didnt finish all today
but continue on next week i think

well,i am tired 
n stressful again

tats y
i need uu baby

these was i bought yesterday
shopaholic!!!enough!!!

mi xiu
i wan slim

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

model?

last day for economics class
actually i like it the most

cos i am always understand wat is teacher saying
i wish that i will pass tis subject

mean aso last day for ash
she is clever girl

get distinction on all the module
envy admire

she even younger than me
but graduate liao

looking forward to degree
so working hard on tis last paper,hehe

today ate bakuteh again
pork pork pork

after tat go far east
youth's place

alot of stuffs there
next time wan go wit baby

at orchard station
someone stopped me again

tis time was a girl
ask to be 業餘 model again

ask for my number
n giv me a namecard

they are from same company de
last time was a consultant

n tis time was a assistant project coordinator?
n i went to their site

all models are leng n slim n tall
y ask me leh?doubtful

bought somethg again
haiz...

i am crazy 
no money still buy

baby
ni yao yang wo

later need to do segmentation
i need idea ,man

mi xiu
i wan slim.so fat

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

headache

This was what i had bought yesterday
but i had no time to upload ytd

yesterday
planned to wake up at 4am

but in fact i couldn't
felt that i no longer young ady

easy to tire
cant burn midnight oil often

think about when i was sec
i could wake up and start to read my book

but i felt it was useless cos after read i fell sleep again
n the time i stepped into exam hall all memories were being cleared

and my memory is getting weaker n weaker
all thgs have been forgotten

I  cant memories the things sometimes
even the important 1

just like my online homework
i had mentioned about in th morning

but i forgot to do at night and it was passed due
gosh,have to trouble my sir to reset the page for me to complete it

i am so sorry about that 
i decided to finish the other 3 homework in 1 time
i had missed a tutorial class this afternoon
bcos i went to the wrong campus

and it was too late to back to the another campus
somethg went wrong to me

i forgot that i needed to discuss the group work with my friends
n i back home

i had really no idea about wat i did today
and i most serious was that i was getting headache

it was not just only dizzy
but my brain felt painful and possible to faint

quickly ate the panadols
and left out my homework 1st then took a rest

I had thought a lot tat would i die soon that many many came through my mind
i was afraid of it

luckily i am getting well after slept
n started to do my assignment and passed it up on time

is it incredible?
i done it by few hours from an empty page

myself cant believe in it
but it was real

and not yet time to sleep 
i had to research some info of another project

may god bless me
i am so stress

only 3 subjects can drive me mad
i was suffer

i knew that the miserable of doin somethg individually
no one will help you

be independent man
i still stress

tried not to cry
cos i am a strong girl

Monday, April 5, 2010

bad worse worst

bad day
lost my ez link

mrt squeeze like hell
fedup

assignment
research project

all make me stress
due date is coming soon

grouping wit kinda weird ppl
fuck it

new blackberry cant get through wifi
suck phone is it

last minute inform to go wilkie edge
another suck thg that need to walk a long way

zippo wan to wait till may
haiz

all r bad
all make me unhappy

use a lot money
cos my relax way is shopping

ppl r so proud will sure get attention
so famous cos ppl r always gossip about u

r u happy with this?
u r damn

Saturday, April 3, 2010

together

u cant judge a book by its cover
nice sentence

today
my mum cooked spagetthi

long time no ate ady
niceeeeee

afternoon went out for yumcha
wit lian hong n mui

felt happy
at moonlight

having a slice of marble cheese n mocha
yummy
 opps..forget to say
miss hong fetched me to there

nagging all the way
shit her..hehe

rush for assignment
i am still relaxing

i miss uu

movie day


Friday, April 2, 2010

寶貝

寶貝



其實一切沒有我想象中的那麽好